Two more chapters to write and I will be able to type those wonderful words—THE END. The novel I’ve been laboring on for nearly a year is almost finished. Maybe I’ll be able to enjoy the Christmas season with my family this year without stressing over my deadline. But when I tried to start my computer yesterday morning, eager to make the final sprint to the finish line, I discovered that it had crashed. An automatic update had failed, locking everything up. The fatal blue screen wouldn’t allow me access to my computer no matter how hard I tried. I did the only thing I knew how to do—I panicked!
Unlike most of the ladies who share this blog with me, I am NOT computer savvy. I know enough to answer email, write my novels, and post this blog. That’s about it. I called my brother-in-law in New York who is my computer go-to person and he diagnosed the problem. The solution? I could pay a local tech $95 an hour to try to fix it (and still have an aging computer), or I could purchase a new computer and pay the tech to try to retrieve my novel and everything else from my old hard drive. I chose the new computer. (Not exactly what I wanted for a Christmas present. Sigh.) It’s going to take a few days to get my new computer back home with everything on it (hopefully) restored from my old one. In the meantime, I’m limping along at a snail’s pace with this tiny laptop.
A crashed computer isn’t the only discouraging “glitch” I’ve experienced in my writing life these past few months. On the day of my book launch—a day I waited an entire year to celebrate—the book was unavailable on Amazon. Then I learned that the members of my Launch Team wouldn’t be receiving their advance copies of the book until more than a week after the launch date. And there were several other glitches, each one frustrating and worrisome and stressful. I call them “joy stealers.” Instead of the euphoria of another successful launch or a nearly completed novel, I’m wasting my energy stewing and worrying. Joyful? Not so much.
What I needed more than a restored computer yesterday was a restored sense of perspective. I got it this morning as I read through the newsletters from several of the Christian organizations my husband and I support. People whose homes were destroyed by hurricanes and forest fires will need much more than a new computer. The children we support in Zambia and Vietnam need food and clean water on a daily basis. Christians being persecuted for their faith need prayers for their churches and families. Young girls being trafficked need deliverance and justice. I should be thankful that I can afford a new computer and still have a roof over my head and three meals a day—not to mention the freedom to enjoy them. My problem will soon be fixed. Their problems are ongoing.
This week I will celebrate Thanksgiving with my family. It’s a yearly reminder to stand back and get some perspective on how God has so richly provided for us. Have there been “glitches” and “joy stealers” this year? Of course. But in the larger view of things, my family and I have been abundantly blessed. We could have been eating Thanksgiving dinner without my husband this year if a serious health issue a few months ago hadn’t ended well. Then there are our spiritual blessings, such as God’s grace and redemption and love. The security of our heavenly home. And a calling that I love in spite of the glitches.
I think I know why the enemy tries so hard to steal our joy. Because “The joy of the Lord is our strength” (Nehemiah 8:10). I think I need to do some thanking and rejoicing while I wait for my new computer.
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As always, these are wonderful and profound words, Lynn. Thanks for a much-needed reminder.
Loved, loved, loved reading your post this morning, Lynn. A little perspective is a wonderful thing, isn’t it? Rejoicing with you in all my blessings at this time of year!
So sorry about the computer woes and other joy stealers. Rooting for you as you finish the book!! And thankful for sharing that fresh perspective that we all need to remember.
Your words certainly ring true, Lynn. Last week I read a book (Your Dream. God’s Plan.) and was reminded of how abundantly blessed I am. There are so many people in the world who live in a constant state of need, need for clean water, food, a roof over their heads and even more so, the need to know the life-giving Word of God. Thank you for sharing. And just know, despite the glitches of Where We Belong, the book is wonderful and it was a privilege to read it.
Thanks so much, Anne.
There will always be joy-stealers but it’s awesome to claim “the joy of the LORD is our strength.” Praying all goes well with your computer. Have a happy and blessed Thanksgiving!
Thanks, Linda. Just got my computer back and everything looks good.
Amen! Happy Thanksgiving.
So glad that you’re not letting those joy stealers win! Just think of the joy you give to your readers when you share your heart through stories. Happy Thanksgiving to you and your family. Wishing you all the best on that new computer.
Thankyou for pointing us in the right direction! For all things come from the Father of lights! He’s got us in His capable hands. Look what He did FOR us in Christ! Blessings this thanksgiving!
This is exactly what I needed to read today!!! I’ve had a serious “joy stealer” for the past year. Its got me so down that I have started to question God. The reminder to change my perspective could not have come at a more perfect second. I will pray for you, though, that all things are restored for you, and I thank you so much for writing this post!!!
Thanks Nicole. My computer has been restored and I’m trusting that God will restore all things for you too, someday.
Thank you for putting the setbacks in our lives back into perspective. We are so blessed, and even more blessed by walking with our Savior everyday. So glad we can celebrate a Day of Thanks with our loved ones. My Father passed away this summer, so this is our first Thanksgiving without him. Wednesday evening, my mother and I and my son and daughter and their families, my brothers, sister in laws, grandchildren, nieces, nephews, and new babies will pray in Thanks together. Then Thursday early, I fly to Portland to celebrate our Thanksgiving with three more of my children and their spouses and the grandchildren. I am so blessed, even my Father’s passing was a blessing of peace.
Sorry you’ve been plagued with computer issues, Lynn. Been there, tore my hair out at that. Love your comparisons and the wisdom you’ve gleaned thus far, and that you shared it with us. I so appreciate your Godly attitude on things. Except on books being babies. I’m still praying for you on that one (ROFLOL). Love you, traveling buddy!